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Image is leaving.

Somehow, everything has faded. I can't post here anymore. It doesn't flow like it used too and this place is just. . . I don't know how to express my feelings here anymore. It's become something I'm not and I can't continue this maddening cycle. My mind's going crazy, what with the highschool ( as Abel says) void, boys, and just all the drama. I've had a relationship turn sour these last few days and over things I felt I had total control over. But maybe I'm not as strong as I thought I was. But I'll address that topic later. I'm really sorry It's come to this. Your all my deep friends, and I'll miss you so much. I can't promise I'll ever come back, but maybe I'll pop in during the summer. You never know. However, if I do come back, I will be minimal on posting and I probably won't be as social as before. Strictly posting. Maybe I really just don't have the guts to leave this place either.

For one, this place has always been the heat of my discussion. I certainly didn't like it when Luta wasn't allowed to return, even after her repeated apologies. It's called second chances, people. It's a Kindergarten concept. And that's all I'm ever gonna' say about it again. -shuts mouth- I also didn't like it when people decided to talk behind my back last summer about my manips. Tell me about your problems with my art. Not the person who I made the art for. D:< I've had other discussions; mainly with Ruki and Abel and they simple aren't things that should be shared. We've had our ups and downs and that's all that matters.

Another reason I'm leaving is the need. I need people to need me [weird, right?] and frankly this place has been very. . .demanding. Whenever I get on it's people barking at me to post or people snapping at me to do such-and-such. I get the usual "WHYYY DIDN'T YOU TELLL MMMEEE~" and ya' know what? I have a life. WOW. Revolutionary, eh? I mean who in their right mind would think I dare have a life outside of this darned computer? Crazy talk, I tell you!! >.> Then when I make a stellar post and I am very happy and can't wait for replies. . .it sits. And sits. And sits. Oh and irony of it all!! [cough//remorse//cough] Oh and btw, please, whatever you do, (whether it's sitting in a corner and sulking because of my absence or throwing a party because I'm leaving) don't sit and strangle me not to leave; I've made my mind up. It's set and I have to find what I'm looking for.

Lugubrious || What can I say that hasn't already been expressed through the year and half we've known year other? I feel horribly untied with you, like my decision could cause I potential rift between us, but know that it wasn't you, or anyone in particular for that matter, that drove me away. I just need to feel. . .well I'm looking for something. Know that you'll always be in my prayers and thoughts. You've done so much for me, taken chances and made exceptions I might not have deserved at that time. Thanks for lending me a hand when I needed it. <333

Anger || Angry Bengal Brat. [aka. create an anti-anger club and pull Sobibor down from the inside out.] Not. Trust me, this was never our intention; we were just seriously mad about some. . .ideals I guess you could call them. Now we're cool, though, right? I sure hope so, as I consider you one of the people that influenced me to keep going. I hope we don't lose contact; I'll like die if I can't RP with you anymore. ;.;

Action || Even through all our many ups and down, I will miss you so much. I've experienced like the beginning of time with you, and it just flat out hurts to leave. I think it would hurt more to stay, however. I wish you only the best, hun. Don't do anything stupid. <3333

Locura || I feel like when we first met there were already predetermined. . .thoughts so to speak. I think you might have either misjudged me or maybe my intentions and it seems and we've always held a weird feel in the air whenever a conversation would start with the two of us. I feel like you and me have never exactly fit right together, but I wish our time had been better spent. Best wishes.

Abel || No point in explaining my love for you here, darling. x333 I'll just consume everyone's time by explaining everything. L O V E Y O U!

I'm sorry if I left you out; I either haven't really had a connection with you during my whole time here, or I just didn't have the time to write things out. I don't hate you. <33 promise. As for all my characters. THEY ARE NOT TO BE PLAYED BY OTHERS UNLESS I SAY OTHERWISE. Thank you. <33 I left you all my one skin. You can see it under v.5 Lasesco Secunda. Anyone to figure out what the that title means gets major kudos and cooookies.

Ok. So now, my life. I kinda liked this guy. We'll call him Jack. xDDD So Jack and Image liked each other. They decided to be a couple. Until Jack wanted more from Image. Like a night. If ya'll know what I mean. Yeah. Oh and--they'd only been dating for 23 hours. o__o; Ended that relationship. Yeah and to top it all off, an oogly girl, named Jayla for our purposes, decided to intervene and steal YET ANOTHER of Image's bf's. I swear she has like some secret plot to keep me single or sumthing in her mind. So yeah. Trying to deal with his ignorance and all the stupid, he said/she said drama is doing me in. So. This is the end, I suppose. I hope we stay in contact. If you want to reach me, I'll most likely be at WP [ www.warrior-pawzz.proboards.com/ ] Or if you really feel like e-mailing me, go ahead and do so at [e-mail] Thanks for all the great times. It was fun while it lasted.

Memories are forever.

``IMAGE <333

[starlingshour]

I don't know about everyone else Image but I'll miss you. I feel like more of an acquaintance than a friend but you were still part of my starting out at Soby so yet another piece of the 'beginning' will be gone for me. I understand how you would want to leave though with all that chaos going on in your life at the moment. Hopefully we'll see you this summer Image!

[Locura]

Mmm... -taps fingers-

Uhmm, well, still a bit unsure as to how to respond.
I feel like your little... uhm, reference to Lutano was completely unnecessary. She got her three chances, not one, not two, three chances and she threw them away in balls of flame. So, as always, I disagree with you on that, and some anger boiled up in my heart at your mentioning it. Enough of that though, I'm not here to bring up a dead argument and neither are you.

On to the second part, I was actually surprised that you mentioned me at all. We never have really... clicked. I don't know, it's probably a bit of both of us, our personalities are just not compatible, and I will admit that I never did make an honest effort to get to know you. Guess I never really wanted to or felt the need to. Not to gouge a new wound, but part of the reason I never reached out for you was partly because of Abel. She's always behind you, and you her, which makes you both seem rather formidable. It's like stepping on glass. Anything I said wouldn't be between you and me, it'd be between you, me and her. Which, of course, results in a drama war that I wanted to avoid. Do you understand? Well, doesn't matter if you don't. I have no clue what I'm saying, words can't always properly portray what I want to say.

I guess, what I'm eventually getting at, is that I really don't hate you. I don't. I just disagree with you on an awful lot of things and find it best to... avoid you? Not out of disrespect, but out of respect for you and your personality, and to avoid potential drama wars.

I certainly hope the best for you and your site, wherever you're going in life.
-Locura

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Starlingshour || Thanks. You guys honestly don't know how much I've struggled with leaving this ol' place, mainly because I've been here so long. I liked RPing with you when I had the chance; you'll become increasing better if you progress as well as you have! You've come a long way from your first posts and I'm sorry we have to say good bye. <33

Locura || You'd be surprised at what an impact your writing has had on me. I love to read your posts; they truly hold new, fresh ideas and word choice that invites me to read. xDD You'll become something great, I know. I'd agree, our personalities and probably our experiences have made up differently and we'll both react oppositely. I also agree Abel is constantly at my back and mind hers; it's almost like the way we're programmed. I thank you for being really polite about this whole thing; and I'd like to mention how reasonably calm you are in most situations. One of my lesser qualities, unfortunately.

I certainly don't hate you, especially after this. . .connection of where we stand, and I wish you and CCT the best as well. <3 Good Luck, Loco.

[Action]

Thanks, Im. I just stopped crying over poor Lelouch, now you got me crying all over again! -hugs her- I'm sorry you have to leave. Life is so hectic. I know where you're coming from. I'll tell ya what. Just for you, I won't do anything stupid. I wasn't so happy about the Luta comment, but we all have our opinions. I'm really sad you have to go. Very very sad. I'll try to keep in contact with you. Don't be surprised if I stalk the heck out of WP. Hehe Anyways, I wish you the best of luck! I'm sorry things aren't going for you, but they'll work out in the end! I'm really glad I got to know you and bonded so quickly with you.

Errr....this is a little awkward, but do you mind if I take a chunk of your arm so I can remember you? -shuffles feet- I'll keep it in a nice jar! lol -hugs Immy- I'll never forget you. And don't be surprised when I'm emailing you every day and getting cozy with WP's members. XD

<33333333333333333 You!
Acty

[Bengal Brat]

*sniffles* Wow... I haven't cried over anyone permanently (possibly) leaving Sobibor before, but I find myself doing so now. There's so much I want to say to you, but I can't put it into words -- and if I do, you'll be sitting here for the next four hours or so... *shifty eyes* I <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 you to death, Immy, and it really pains me to see you go, but I know that there's no changing your mind, so I won't beg you to stay. Just know that I'll always love you and support you in whatever I can (even though, obviously, I don't know you in RL). Other than that, I am completely speechless... I'll miss you, Ims.

*hugs and sniffles*

<3 Tarb

['Sanura]

Aw, Immeh. I'm really sad to see you go. I guess because of the missed opportunity. I've always greatly admired your roleplaying skills. I hope you have a good life. <3 (Lol, I know it's short. I'm a walking zombie right now...or technically sitting. xDD)

[x--- αbel♥]

FINALLY. I got on this stinkin' compputer for once. >.<

Immy, you know I hate you leaving. D: even if it's just one site, I haven't done much with you here, but we've both been busy.

Dooo we like talking about Abel? D: Locura, when you've known someone for basically 10 years, you kinda become connected. Image was really the only one who accepted me anyway, 'cept for a few people. But that's it. We're good friends.


Live long and prospuh, Immeh, even though I'll see you. Sobibor shall miss you muchly. D:

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<333 Thanks, everyone, really. I honestly don't know what'd I'd do with out all of you. I wish I had the time to elaborate, but I don't. Love you all; thanks for the memories and times. Anger, Action Thanks for everything. I'll miss you tons. <3

ABEL. <333 I shall. :3 Everyone is just a BBA somtimes. Rofl. I just read your PM to me on WP.

[//.Jazzy]

Oh Immy i feel so bad about you leaving, and for a strange reason I feel as if I couldn't stay up in my posting with you is one of the causes of you feeling sobibor has faded. I'm sorry that you feel you must leave and I hope that someday you might look at sobibor and decide to come back. Your an awesome rper and I've been privileged to be able to have a few threads with you. I will miss you tons and Kohia will be very lonely xD

Jazzy

[Bengal Brat]

Immy, I don't remember us ever not getting along! Oh my gosh, this was so so SO long ago!